He is Coming for a clean and spotless Bride

Lord i Don't want anything but to be ready for your return, I want my heart in the right place and I want to know that I am ready So Lord what ever it is i need to do please reveal it to me,

I want to be your chosen, I want to know you and i want nothing more then an awesome relationship with you, I want to go on a whole different level with you, I miss you, I miss your presence, I miss your love, I miss your arms wrapped around me, I want you to envelope me with your spirit, Father take me away with you where i can just get lost and not care what time of day it is, I just want to be surrounded by you.

Lord this world needs an ultimate revival and your holy fire come down, God I want to spread it, I want to see the whole world ignited on an all consuming Fire and it never die down, Lord i just want to stand in the middle and never escape it, I want to breathe it in, I want it to consume my heart and spirit, I want my whole core of my being to be set on fire and i don't ever want it to die down.

You are always there leading me and holding my hand, you have never left me, I am starting to lean and trust in you and I know that you are the one who holds everything together for my good, and you have always been there and your always holding me up... God where would i be with out you.. I am never afraid because I know you are always there, and i Know that you have always been around for me, You have an awesome destiny and purpose for my life, Where would I be with out you.. I trust and believe that things will work out for my good.. You are in control, I love to know that i don't have to worry because you are in control of my life, You are my guidance system, So God please just lead and guide me, and give me wisdom as i am on this awesome journey!

Hiding Place

God you are my Hiding Place where can i go for shelter? you I can run under your arms and i can feel safe, I know you have me hidden for a purpose and you are pruning me and getting me set, Father, why must it hurt? Why Am I feeling like I am in a desert? its like I know you are there surrounding me, and you haven't left, I know that for sure, But i just feel like I am not me, WHY is that?

I need to seek you daily I know, I know I need to be decispled into what you want and I need to start sacrificing things to put you first, JESUS, I need you more then ever right now, I know you can take care of things I GIVE YOU COMPLETE CONTROL. I know i say that a lot, but i mean it,


IF it means being more near you each day and close to you, then that is what I must do, Father, i want to be a well springing forth with water and i want to reach out and touch those that need that living water you have poured into me. I just want a life with Just you and the things you have put and installed in me,

I want to just hide in your shelter of your wings and never leave.. I love you and that you protect me from the snares and the arrows of the enemy..

Jesus Culture - Holding Nothing Back

MY Prayer

God I just want to say thank you for always being there for us, and always knowing what is best, i am so thankful to get to serve a GOD like you, You are worthy you are magnificent, You are all i ever need. My heart is yours, My life is yours, my will is yours. Jesus Its all i want you are all I want, I humble myself unto you, I give my time and my wants and desires over to you. I ask that God you will just show me what it is that you want, I want to follow you always, and i want to seek your face, I don't want anything to get in the way of what your doing in my life.

I need you today and every day, I just want more and more and more, of you I can't do this journey alone, I can't do this life alone, I need you, I want you, I desire you, I long for you.

If it wasn't for your love and your cross, I wouldn't be who i am today, I wouldn't love you with and everlasting love, and i wouldn't want to focus on what you have for me, Thank you Father for your love and patience that I can come to you and give everything over to you. I pray God that things will just lift off of this family, and that you will begin to set things free and that all our chains will be broken off. and That we will see an awesome Victory, Over our finances God you said in your word, that whatever we ask in your name to surrender to you and you will answer us. Oh God i am asking for a relief, and that you will provide for us, I know you have in the past and I am so appreciative of it, Give us a peace that passes all understanding we cry out for you and we are just waiting upon you. Thank you for all your doing and going to do! We love you Jesus!

How Long?

How long am I going to be barren? How much longer am I going to have to wait for that miracle once again? My heart longs for another baby, and all I want is to give a sibling to my son, How much longer am I going to have this longing for one? God I need you more and more, i long to know what your plans are for me, I know that you have my best interest at heart, and you know the desires of my heart, and you know me inside and out, and you love me, and you long for me,

I love you Father, You are so incredible to me, I just want to know WILL I EVER CONCIEVE AGAIN? cuz if not take this desire from me? and put me at rest and peace, But if not, God just give me a peace that passes all understanding, I know God that you are going to do some awesome things, I know people tell me its all in your timing, but those are the ones that have no problems getting pregnant, so they honestly can't seem to understand what I am going through let alone hurt and long for another baby, GOD what must I do?


What are you doing to me, what is that you want from me? what is that you need me to do?/ to get that baby you promised me.....You say your promises are yes and amen... I know i need to totally rely on and trust you and have faith that you know what your doing, Its just hard because I see all these ladies who aren't married getting pregnant and either killing them, or putting them up, or there are some married women who pop them out left adn right and here I am struggling and even considering giving it up. SO WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME? What do you want me to do? I just need to know?

Thank for the son you have given me, he is my world besides you and Dale, but I love him, I know I am not perfect when it comes to raising him, but i atleast care and love him and take what he says to heart. Just show me what I need to do differently and how to be a better parent...

I am asking and trusting and putting my whole faith in you. Thank You for providing for us, and taking good care of us. and for always knowing before we even ask what to say or do for us. so thanks. I know everything is in your hands and you have everything under control...


Is that it? you want me to give CONTROL OVER to you? because i will do that, I don't want to think about or even worry about this anymore, ITS IN YOUR HANDS.. i give it to you and I DON"T WANT TO PICK IT BACK UP!!!! I praise you Father for you are truly amazing and my healer and my establisher. thank you God for always having our best interests at heart. I WILL GET PREGNANT AGAIN, i am standing on your promise and your word, I am going to put my Faith and Trust in you.

Patiently waiting

Ok I am patiently waiting, to just sit here and know what you want, and as I am just sitting here and you calmly tell me to BE STILL MY LITTLE ONE, I AM GOING TO GET YOU THROUGH THIS, You are going to be ok, i know things are not as they seem but you My Child are what I have called a lover and a friend..


I am his daughter and he is Father, and with out you I can do nothing, I know you will never leave me nor forsake me, God I know you have my plans and my future all in your hand, I give everything over to you, You are a faithful friend and Father. So as i am on this Path i pray that you will guide and direct me, and just show me what to do and which way to go, I just need you to be in my Center Focus and just enlighten me with your presence, I want you to just surround me and just envelope me and just show me the way and the path and direction you are taking me, I am excited but yet nervous as to what is going to take place in my Future that you are so graciously planning for me


You Father I am going to start to put my faith and trust in more, so when i feel a sense of doubt i will stand up over it and say I do trust and I do have faith and i do know you love me and that you care and just want whats best for me,

Thank You Father God that I can turn to you and just weep and cry and be angry but yet be free to do that and not have a care or worry in the world. I love you Jesus, you are my healer and savior and best friend, i don't know where I would be with out you.

Its Time

Its time that we all are on alert, God isn't messing around with us anymore, either we give him all of us or not at all, he is looking for a pure and clean bride, He doesn't want to come back to a church that isn't' ready, either your ready or not, but he isn't going to be waiting for ever..

We are to reach out to those that haven't seen him or have even invited him in there lives we need to be fishing for his people and searching for those that need a savior. God i want to be one of those that is fishing God send me use me guide me direct me, I am not going to fight this battle alone, and I know we are at a war right now, and only you God can save us..

You are night and shining armor, you are our protector, you are the one who can do all things.. you are the one who can show us how to fight with your word. We are going to be prepared because you are our Teacher and our comforter....Right now we need you, Jesus You are more then enough, God we want you, I know there are some who think they can do with out you, But I am not one of those. You are what keeps me going, you are the one who gives me patience with things in my day and my life, You are the one who helps me be a great mother and wife. Jesus, Forgive things that I have done that hasn't brought Glory to you, Forgive me for allowing things in my life to take the place of you. I just want more and more of you..

Use me, Guide ME direct me, and just be My GPS system. I love you Jesus. You are the way the truth and the life.

I honor and adore you and you only. thank you for my family and my job my house my van a great husband that loves you and me, and for our son who is the JOY of my life, its all because of you i can get up and be his mother. thank you
I love you!!!!