Christmas Time

Let us be thankful first and foremost for the Ultimate Gift that God has given us, Many people are getting to hyped up on, Oh i have this or i am going to have to kill myself stand in line for hours and by this thing that will probably fall apart two months later, i have been sitting here the past for the past few days ya i am excited to see new stuff, but Seriously why are we forgetting the true meaning of CHRISTMAS, its in the word, CHRIST, its because of him we get to be able celebrate have family and gifts But while we are to concerned with the right sizes and its not what i wanted. Why don't we ask GOD what do you want for us? I want his will and his future not mine, Now don't miss my point here, Its just that there things and we can't take them to heaven, It says in the bible to not get caught up with the things of this world, For my world is not my home, My home is way beyond this. My home is eternity with my Father in Heaven. ya i love getting new things and seeing the joy on my sons face when he gets new things. Buts its just for awhile, I have been getting to caught up with the things and not the purpose, Jesus is the purpose its all because of him, So This CHRIST MAS let us just take a moment out of our day and just thank him and really let him in, That is another thing that gets me the songs they are being re written for it may offend someone, SOrry don't be blaming GOD for things Because he isn't at fault its those who don't want him to be a part of a family heritage passed down, from generation to generation, so if people get offended then thats them, but truly Its GODS gift to us, I am not going to be ashamed He is the reason i am alive and am able to do the things i do. you don't have to have a service at home, but just a lil apperciation for his love and salvation for us, He CHRIST went to the cross so we can be free. So Jesus thanks for all that you do, and for letting us be free and serve you freely and not get judged, or told not to, I will never stop! Love you Jesus, Merry Christmas Jesus, and Happy Birthday!

Awaken ME

Lord I want you to awaken me, I am tired of living this dull spiritual walk that i have been living, i want to have that fire and passion i once had, I want to be able to discern you and wake and read my bible I don't want to no longer be distracted, i am so tired and worn down, But its through your spirit Father that I can continue your work, I feel as though i am so distant from you, I don't like feeling like that, I feel as though your so far away, I know your near and you haven't left me, I know that you are there, I just want to have that overwhelming love and JOY and be humble, I am so sorry FATHER for grieving you, and for letting my flesh get in the way of what you have in store for me, I am sorry for not being obedient to you, I am sorry for letting my selfishness get in the way, i am sorry for letting the distractions of life stand in the way of your love and grace.

I want to be a better Women of GOD and faithful to you, I want to be able to stand up and not be afraid, I want to be able to tell myself that I am doing away with my flesh, and going forward to the awesome things you have in store for me.

I want to be a GODLY example, I want to be able to not only walk the walk, but i want to talk the talk, I want to show others that its because of you i am free. That i am a new creation in you, that where ever I go you are there, I know i have had this peace, I love it, I thank you for it. As i am raising a man of GOD i pray Father that i don't ever yell at him or get short tempered with him, i know he isn't going to be little for ever, but he just wants momma to spend time with him, So help me to do that with out having other things on my mind, help me to enjoy him and not want to get rid of him, I want him to know that His momma loves him, that his JEsus loves him enough, I just need to have that joy i had when we had him, Lord I know you chose me to be his mother, I thank you. Give me more patience. Father, O lover of my soul you are worthy and awesome, I love you more then any thing, i love that you love me, and that you would do anything and did by sending your son. Thank You for your undying love for me.I can't do this walk alone.

Thanksgiving to my king

Lord as we approach the Holiday Season let us remember your awesome sons birth, that with out him we can not live, I am thankful for having his salvation, that when i feel like running i can run into his open arms, that he can be my rescue, Lord you have rescued me from myself, you have opened my eyes again, you have opened my heart once again, I can't help loving you everyday, i know there are days when i can't function, but GOD you stepped in and took over and I surrender it all to you, Its a GOD like you that knows exactly what i need and desire, and you have always met me there, My life is in your hands, i am glad i can be me and not have to change, I don't have to change myself, I can change inside out for you, but I don't have to pretend or even fake, I can be as real as I am now, You don't care as long as my heart is yours.

Every breath i breathe i breathe in you, and i thank you for every breath you give me, for the days i get to live, and do much better, its because of your Grace and Mercy that i can do the things i need to do every day, I just ask LORD that you just help me to be a better Mother and wife and if there is anything that needs to change I pray that you just show up and quicken my spirit, and that you just talk to me and in your quiet voice i will know that i need to fix something, God I pray for those that don't know you or those who do, that they may come to the realization that they need you more and more, and that they can welcome you in once more and let you take complete control and not do there battles on there own. Lord teach us to be more passionette for you, and to love you the way you are patiently waiting and loving us, Thank you for being a sweet and amazing GOD for not pushing us, but quickeneing our spirits. for helping us to understand who you truly and really are. thank you!

Thank you Lord for dales job and our van for providing every need and always going one step further ahead of us, and taking care of us, thank you for always knowing what we need before we ask, You truly are an amazing GOD, we love and appreciate you!