Christmas Time

Let us be thankful first and foremost for the Ultimate Gift that God has given us, Many people are getting to hyped up on, Oh i have this or i am going to have to kill myself stand in line for hours and by this thing that will probably fall apart two months later, i have been sitting here the past for the past few days ya i am excited to see new stuff, but Seriously why are we forgetting the true meaning of CHRISTMAS, its in the word, CHRIST, its because of him we get to be able celebrate have family and gifts But while we are to concerned with the right sizes and its not what i wanted. Why don't we ask GOD what do you want for us? I want his will and his future not mine, Now don't miss my point here, Its just that there things and we can't take them to heaven, It says in the bible to not get caught up with the things of this world, For my world is not my home, My home is way beyond this. My home is eternity with my Father in Heaven. ya i love getting new things and seeing the joy on my sons face when he gets new things. Buts its just for awhile, I have been getting to caught up with the things and not the purpose, Jesus is the purpose its all because of him, So This CHRIST MAS let us just take a moment out of our day and just thank him and really let him in, That is another thing that gets me the songs they are being re written for it may offend someone, SOrry don't be blaming GOD for things Because he isn't at fault its those who don't want him to be a part of a family heritage passed down, from generation to generation, so if people get offended then thats them, but truly Its GODS gift to us, I am not going to be ashamed He is the reason i am alive and am able to do the things i do. you don't have to have a service at home, but just a lil apperciation for his love and salvation for us, He CHRIST went to the cross so we can be free. So Jesus thanks for all that you do, and for letting us be free and serve you freely and not get judged, or told not to, I will never stop! Love you Jesus, Merry Christmas Jesus, and Happy Birthday!

Awaken ME

Lord I want you to awaken me, I am tired of living this dull spiritual walk that i have been living, i want to have that fire and passion i once had, I want to be able to discern you and wake and read my bible I don't want to no longer be distracted, i am so tired and worn down, But its through your spirit Father that I can continue your work, I feel as though i am so distant from you, I don't like feeling like that, I feel as though your so far away, I know your near and you haven't left me, I know that you are there, I just want to have that overwhelming love and JOY and be humble, I am so sorry FATHER for grieving you, and for letting my flesh get in the way of what you have in store for me, I am sorry for not being obedient to you, I am sorry for letting my selfishness get in the way, i am sorry for letting the distractions of life stand in the way of your love and grace.

I want to be a better Women of GOD and faithful to you, I want to be able to stand up and not be afraid, I want to be able to tell myself that I am doing away with my flesh, and going forward to the awesome things you have in store for me.

I want to be a GODLY example, I want to be able to not only walk the walk, but i want to talk the talk, I want to show others that its because of you i am free. That i am a new creation in you, that where ever I go you are there, I know i have had this peace, I love it, I thank you for it. As i am raising a man of GOD i pray Father that i don't ever yell at him or get short tempered with him, i know he isn't going to be little for ever, but he just wants momma to spend time with him, So help me to do that with out having other things on my mind, help me to enjoy him and not want to get rid of him, I want him to know that His momma loves him, that his JEsus loves him enough, I just need to have that joy i had when we had him, Lord I know you chose me to be his mother, I thank you. Give me more patience. Father, O lover of my soul you are worthy and awesome, I love you more then any thing, i love that you love me, and that you would do anything and did by sending your son. Thank You for your undying love for me.I can't do this walk alone.

Thanksgiving to my king

Lord as we approach the Holiday Season let us remember your awesome sons birth, that with out him we can not live, I am thankful for having his salvation, that when i feel like running i can run into his open arms, that he can be my rescue, Lord you have rescued me from myself, you have opened my eyes again, you have opened my heart once again, I can't help loving you everyday, i know there are days when i can't function, but GOD you stepped in and took over and I surrender it all to you, Its a GOD like you that knows exactly what i need and desire, and you have always met me there, My life is in your hands, i am glad i can be me and not have to change, I don't have to change myself, I can change inside out for you, but I don't have to pretend or even fake, I can be as real as I am now, You don't care as long as my heart is yours.

Every breath i breathe i breathe in you, and i thank you for every breath you give me, for the days i get to live, and do much better, its because of your Grace and Mercy that i can do the things i need to do every day, I just ask LORD that you just help me to be a better Mother and wife and if there is anything that needs to change I pray that you just show up and quicken my spirit, and that you just talk to me and in your quiet voice i will know that i need to fix something, God I pray for those that don't know you or those who do, that they may come to the realization that they need you more and more, and that they can welcome you in once more and let you take complete control and not do there battles on there own. Lord teach us to be more passionette for you, and to love you the way you are patiently waiting and loving us, Thank you for being a sweet and amazing GOD for not pushing us, but quickeneing our spirits. for helping us to understand who you truly and really are. thank you!

Thank you Lord for dales job and our van for providing every need and always going one step further ahead of us, and taking care of us, thank you for always knowing what we need before we ask, You truly are an amazing GOD, we love and appreciate you!

He is Coming for a clean and spotless Bride

Lord i Don't want anything but to be ready for your return, I want my heart in the right place and I want to know that I am ready So Lord what ever it is i need to do please reveal it to me,

I want to be your chosen, I want to know you and i want nothing more then an awesome relationship with you, I want to go on a whole different level with you, I miss you, I miss your presence, I miss your love, I miss your arms wrapped around me, I want you to envelope me with your spirit, Father take me away with you where i can just get lost and not care what time of day it is, I just want to be surrounded by you.

Lord this world needs an ultimate revival and your holy fire come down, God I want to spread it, I want to see the whole world ignited on an all consuming Fire and it never die down, Lord i just want to stand in the middle and never escape it, I want to breathe it in, I want it to consume my heart and spirit, I want my whole core of my being to be set on fire and i don't ever want it to die down.

You are always there leading me and holding my hand, you have never left me, I am starting to lean and trust in you and I know that you are the one who holds everything together for my good, and you have always been there and your always holding me up... God where would i be with out you.. I am never afraid because I know you are always there, and i Know that you have always been around for me, You have an awesome destiny and purpose for my life, Where would I be with out you.. I trust and believe that things will work out for my good.. You are in control, I love to know that i don't have to worry because you are in control of my life, You are my guidance system, So God please just lead and guide me, and give me wisdom as i am on this awesome journey!

Hiding Place

God you are my Hiding Place where can i go for shelter? you I can run under your arms and i can feel safe, I know you have me hidden for a purpose and you are pruning me and getting me set, Father, why must it hurt? Why Am I feeling like I am in a desert? its like I know you are there surrounding me, and you haven't left, I know that for sure, But i just feel like I am not me, WHY is that?

I need to seek you daily I know, I know I need to be decispled into what you want and I need to start sacrificing things to put you first, JESUS, I need you more then ever right now, I know you can take care of things I GIVE YOU COMPLETE CONTROL. I know i say that a lot, but i mean it,


IF it means being more near you each day and close to you, then that is what I must do, Father, i want to be a well springing forth with water and i want to reach out and touch those that need that living water you have poured into me. I just want a life with Just you and the things you have put and installed in me,

I want to just hide in your shelter of your wings and never leave.. I love you and that you protect me from the snares and the arrows of the enemy..

Jesus Culture - Holding Nothing Back

MY Prayer

God I just want to say thank you for always being there for us, and always knowing what is best, i am so thankful to get to serve a GOD like you, You are worthy you are magnificent, You are all i ever need. My heart is yours, My life is yours, my will is yours. Jesus Its all i want you are all I want, I humble myself unto you, I give my time and my wants and desires over to you. I ask that God you will just show me what it is that you want, I want to follow you always, and i want to seek your face, I don't want anything to get in the way of what your doing in my life.

I need you today and every day, I just want more and more and more, of you I can't do this journey alone, I can't do this life alone, I need you, I want you, I desire you, I long for you.

If it wasn't for your love and your cross, I wouldn't be who i am today, I wouldn't love you with and everlasting love, and i wouldn't want to focus on what you have for me, Thank you Father for your love and patience that I can come to you and give everything over to you. I pray God that things will just lift off of this family, and that you will begin to set things free and that all our chains will be broken off. and That we will see an awesome Victory, Over our finances God you said in your word, that whatever we ask in your name to surrender to you and you will answer us. Oh God i am asking for a relief, and that you will provide for us, I know you have in the past and I am so appreciative of it, Give us a peace that passes all understanding we cry out for you and we are just waiting upon you. Thank you for all your doing and going to do! We love you Jesus!