Misty Edwards - You won't relent

"my soul longs for you" misty edwards

Emotions

So Today My emotions got the best of me, But in the middle of my feelings i did apologize i listened to your voice and backed down, I am sorry Father for not showing you and allowing my anger and frustration seep through, But thank you in all that you spoke to me to say I am sorry and to know that right away to check my spirit with you, Lord I don't want to ever let that happen again, I know that there are things that are going to trigger my emotions, GOD i need your help in controling that, I give it to you, I open my hands and wave it into the air and i leave it with you, Thank You Father for a great day with our friends, and Micah, I know that it was not to what I wanted, but it was perfect i guess for me, GIve me strength tomorrow, help me to sleep tonight, Protect us, Send down your guardian angels to protect us, and watch over us, And to also watch over dale and keep him safe, I pray Father that tomorrow will be full of new mercies and grace, Thanks for always giving me 2nd chances and for forgiven me where I feel inadequate or feel like I am the only one at times that makes mistakes, I love you. Be with my friendships in my life, Be with my conversations with people, Let my words be of encouragement and love, and not gossip. I love you!

Motherhood

God thank you for giving me Micah, I know there are times where things are challenging but I love him, lately its been hard, I feel as though I am failing him, I feel as though I am screaming for help and encouragement and the only person that hears me is you, I don't like feeling like i am the one who is needing to be fixed, But I know that in order for there to be peace and serenity, it needs to happen, So Father i know you entrusted him in my care, i know you wouldn't give me something I can't handle, So father through these trying years I ask Father that you would just equip me with the right tools and things I need to do, to become a better Mother, I know its in me to do that, When he has down days i want to shut myself off from him, I want to just push him away, But I know that is not what you want from me, I know I make mistakes and I am not perfect, I know that if every mistake you would do that, I wouldn't be able to function or exist, So GOD please I ask and pray that you would just help me to not do that, And when he makes mistakes help me to love him through that, and Just be there to help guide and instruct him with love and just show him you, I am sorry for hurting him, I am sorry for allowing my flesh and physical aspect get in the way of the love you want me to have for him, I pray Father you would just give me this ultimate peace to be the Mother you have called me to be, I know that I can, give me the courage and the strength to get through this..I want my heart to be open and willing to do any changing that needs to take place! Forgive me father for allowing my selfishness to get in the way, for allowing my desires and not yours for me, Help me GOD to learn to lean and trust in you all the days of my life and I want to hand my control back to you! Thank You GOD for listening and loving me, and not pushing me away but loving me even more!

Strength and Shield

Father I love you, You lift me up higher then anything, When I feel like I can't go on in this world you are right there along side of me saying Daughter because of me you can do this, So I am so thankful for your encouraging words and that you are there right beside me holding me up and picking me up when I fall down, I am so thankful for you, I am so thankful that I have a great friend in you, When all of my other ones are busy, your just the one I want and need to chat with, You God alone are more then enough, You are my shield and my protector, You protect me from the enemy and I can count on you, you always know what to say, know how to help me, You are my rescue, you are my healer, You are my confidant, you are my best friend, you are my everything, you are more then enough, Day by day things may not always go according to what I want but you always are there and always are there helping me and showing me things, and leading me, You haven't left, I am so honored and full of passion for you, When all of my other friends desert me you, You are there, I can always count on you, YOu are my all in all, I don't lack anything when your on my side, I am so grateful for a Father who watches out for her daughter, And I am so so thankful for you!

Drained

Lord Why am I so drained, are you trying to prepare me for something awesome? I want to just be your vessel and your tool to minister to others, and i want to be a blessing to many that need you and a friend, I am sorry for letting my flesh get in the way of what you want for me and the ones I come in contact with. Lord show me things in a whole new way, I just want to see you and your works and your face, I just want to be closer to you, I want to be able to breathe your air and hear your voice, I just want to bask in your grace and mercy, For I know they are new every morning, I know today is gone, BUt your grace and mercy have refreshed as the new day approaches, I thank you Father for another day, I am sorry Father for anything i may have done to not bring Glory to your wonderful and awesome name, I know when I hear your voice or enter in your presence I know everything is going to be ok, and there is a peace that is just so overwhelming and just knowing that your with me wherever i go, Your there, Your preparing a way for me, and your going to the beyond my beyond to meet me and to meet my expectations even before I ask of them i am just so blessed to be hidden in your arms and under your protection, Your my joy my happiness, I am so Blessed to have a an awesome GOD and Husband, and Daddy like you, Your Name silences those that need to be silenced, Your my sustance, my all in all, my ever present help in time of need, I am so thank ful that you rescued me and you set me free from my chains that you fought the devil and broke me free from him, I love you and that you also are watching over dale and Micah as well, your such a great protector of them. And I know that this future child will to be in your loving arms, i am receiving my healing and that you will be glorified once again, That you will show up and people will see that yes even me i can heal you, and that When asked if GOD listens the answer is yes, Because i know you hear me and you have my best interests and desires at heart, I love you!

You are Holy

Jesus You are Holy, Your Lord, I can't even express my heart adn my soul to you, Its never enough, But GOD your more then enough for me, I just want to embrace you with all of my being and never let go, I thank you Lord for you divine healing, Your my Healer and My Father, My daddy, My prize that I can't wait to look forward to. You lift me up where I need to be, Your teaching me and showing me things and your taking me on a whole new level in you, You are my reason to get up, Your my reason to breathe, Your name is higher the heavens!You created my inmost being you created me to worship you, i want nothing more then to do that, SO GOD equip my voice Father, I know that is one of my gifts that you have instilled in me, I know that its in there, Just help it to where it can grow, I know that your equipping me even now, I thank you Father for your teachings and for your little lessons and just showing me how to love and trust again, I pray GOD that thru everything that you will just protect me from others who try to hurt me, Or try to take advantage of me, But through it all I will have a place to run to, And that is you, I want to run into your arms and just hide and feel secure and safe, I want nothing but to hear your heart beat, I want to just get lost in your presence, I want to forever stay and never leave, Your my strong tower, My refuge, A place i can run into and feel safe, I seek your face and I just want to see you, I want a heart like yours, GOD just intergrate yourself into me, and Just do away with all the yuckies and just give me peace on certain situations, Your my dream and I love to worship you. Thanks for all you've done and going to do, Thanks for going to the beyond beyond my expectation and fulfilled every desire. I love you!