Prayer

Lord I just want to pray for you, I want my prayers to be lifted to the Heavens and you would just open up the skies and just dump your grace and anointing on me, I know that your hiding me for a purpose,I know I have a purpose in you, I am your Daughter and i am forever yours, I receive you GOD as my Healer, my conqueror, My friend, My Best friend, I am redeemed thru your Blood, I am Your chosen, I am your Princess, I know You love me, I love that you watch out for me, I want nothing more but to be close to you, I want nothing more then to feel your arms wrap around me, My identity is in you, My countence belongs to you, I give you all that i am, i have a burning desire to pray, i just need to have you guide me in what it is you want, i want to know and do the things for what you called me to do, I want to be used for your glory, I want to be open and receipent to what it is you want to do in my life, My heart is all yours, i want to be willing to be open and willing to be obedient to what you called me to be, i have an identity in you, You are more then enough for me, You are my sustance, i my strength, when I feel like I can't go on, Your there to lift me up, your there to show me and guide me in ways I can't understand, You are my Savior, My GOD my all in all, my rescuer, My knight and shining armor, I thank you for the blessings you put in my life, I thank you for the friends and people you have put in my life, to speak life into me, I thank you for always being there and showing me that I am not alone, That I have one true friend and that is you, I want more and more of you, I don't want to lack anything, I want all it is you want me to have, My Heart and Soul cry out for more and more, i am sorry i was off for a while but GOD you can restore what was lost and Your my refresher, Your my GPS guide when i feel I can't find my way, You seem to always know exactly how to help me get back to you. Thank YOu Father for always being there and helping me understand that not everything will be the way i want it, but You are in control of my life.
I praise you Jesus for you are my friend and my Best friend, and when men fail, Your always there on the sidelines waiting patiently for me to come back to you! I thank you for that!

I AM HIS CHOSEN ONE

Father Your my passion, I know that i have lost it for awhile, BUT GOD you have brought me back to you, you never ever ever leave me, Your always there when no one else is, When I feel betrayed or lonely or just feeling like all my friends are gone, Your the one that stays around for the long haul and I don't have to worry and be anxious for nothing, GOD you are my healing and my healer, I ask GOD that you would just heal my heart, that you will just open it up with just love and aderation for others and just love them like you do, and not worrying about what people think, Father your the one I want I am so sorry i let others or things get in the way of that, I just want to be loved on by you, I want you to just take me into your arms and just love me and just wrap yourself around me, and just engulf me in your love and your arms, I want to be in your presence I don't want it to end, Your my GOD and I just want you, I don't want anyone else, I want you and only you, This path i was on GOD i don't know why i was going down that way, BUT you can take me and fill me and use me to your glory, Lord shine your glory and light in my soul and pierce the darkness and let me feel free and i pray that the chains will start to fall off one by one and that your Light will forever take place of what once was darkness but now its going to a freedom for me. I will serve you, I don't want to think about my past, I just want to move onward and just want to go forward in you!

William McDowell - I Give Myself Away

Christmas Time

Let us be thankful first and foremost for the Ultimate Gift that God has given us, Many people are getting to hyped up on, Oh i have this or i am going to have to kill myself stand in line for hours and by this thing that will probably fall apart two months later, i have been sitting here the past for the past few days ya i am excited to see new stuff, but Seriously why are we forgetting the true meaning of CHRISTMAS, its in the word, CHRIST, its because of him we get to be able celebrate have family and gifts But while we are to concerned with the right sizes and its not what i wanted. Why don't we ask GOD what do you want for us? I want his will and his future not mine, Now don't miss my point here, Its just that there things and we can't take them to heaven, It says in the bible to not get caught up with the things of this world, For my world is not my home, My home is way beyond this. My home is eternity with my Father in Heaven. ya i love getting new things and seeing the joy on my sons face when he gets new things. Buts its just for awhile, I have been getting to caught up with the things and not the purpose, Jesus is the purpose its all because of him, So This CHRIST MAS let us just take a moment out of our day and just thank him and really let him in, That is another thing that gets me the songs they are being re written for it may offend someone, SOrry don't be blaming GOD for things Because he isn't at fault its those who don't want him to be a part of a family heritage passed down, from generation to generation, so if people get offended then thats them, but truly Its GODS gift to us, I am not going to be ashamed He is the reason i am alive and am able to do the things i do. you don't have to have a service at home, but just a lil apperciation for his love and salvation for us, He CHRIST went to the cross so we can be free. So Jesus thanks for all that you do, and for letting us be free and serve you freely and not get judged, or told not to, I will never stop! Love you Jesus, Merry Christmas Jesus, and Happy Birthday!

Awaken ME

Lord I want you to awaken me, I am tired of living this dull spiritual walk that i have been living, i want to have that fire and passion i once had, I want to be able to discern you and wake and read my bible I don't want to no longer be distracted, i am so tired and worn down, But its through your spirit Father that I can continue your work, I feel as though i am so distant from you, I don't like feeling like that, I feel as though your so far away, I know your near and you haven't left me, I know that you are there, I just want to have that overwhelming love and JOY and be humble, I am so sorry FATHER for grieving you, and for letting my flesh get in the way of what you have in store for me, I am sorry for not being obedient to you, I am sorry for letting my selfishness get in the way, i am sorry for letting the distractions of life stand in the way of your love and grace.

I want to be a better Women of GOD and faithful to you, I want to be able to stand up and not be afraid, I want to be able to tell myself that I am doing away with my flesh, and going forward to the awesome things you have in store for me.

I want to be a GODLY example, I want to be able to not only walk the walk, but i want to talk the talk, I want to show others that its because of you i am free. That i am a new creation in you, that where ever I go you are there, I know i have had this peace, I love it, I thank you for it. As i am raising a man of GOD i pray Father that i don't ever yell at him or get short tempered with him, i know he isn't going to be little for ever, but he just wants momma to spend time with him, So help me to do that with out having other things on my mind, help me to enjoy him and not want to get rid of him, I want him to know that His momma loves him, that his JEsus loves him enough, I just need to have that joy i had when we had him, Lord I know you chose me to be his mother, I thank you. Give me more patience. Father, O lover of my soul you are worthy and awesome, I love you more then any thing, i love that you love me, and that you would do anything and did by sending your son. Thank You for your undying love for me.I can't do this walk alone.

Thanksgiving to my king

Lord as we approach the Holiday Season let us remember your awesome sons birth, that with out him we can not live, I am thankful for having his salvation, that when i feel like running i can run into his open arms, that he can be my rescue, Lord you have rescued me from myself, you have opened my eyes again, you have opened my heart once again, I can't help loving you everyday, i know there are days when i can't function, but GOD you stepped in and took over and I surrender it all to you, Its a GOD like you that knows exactly what i need and desire, and you have always met me there, My life is in your hands, i am glad i can be me and not have to change, I don't have to change myself, I can change inside out for you, but I don't have to pretend or even fake, I can be as real as I am now, You don't care as long as my heart is yours.

Every breath i breathe i breathe in you, and i thank you for every breath you give me, for the days i get to live, and do much better, its because of your Grace and Mercy that i can do the things i need to do every day, I just ask LORD that you just help me to be a better Mother and wife and if there is anything that needs to change I pray that you just show up and quicken my spirit, and that you just talk to me and in your quiet voice i will know that i need to fix something, God I pray for those that don't know you or those who do, that they may come to the realization that they need you more and more, and that they can welcome you in once more and let you take complete control and not do there battles on there own. Lord teach us to be more passionette for you, and to love you the way you are patiently waiting and loving us, Thank you for being a sweet and amazing GOD for not pushing us, but quickeneing our spirits. for helping us to understand who you truly and really are. thank you!

Thank you Lord for dales job and our van for providing every need and always going one step further ahead of us, and taking care of us, thank you for always knowing what we need before we ask, You truly are an amazing GOD, we love and appreciate you!

He is Coming for a clean and spotless Bride

Lord i Don't want anything but to be ready for your return, I want my heart in the right place and I want to know that I am ready So Lord what ever it is i need to do please reveal it to me,

I want to be your chosen, I want to know you and i want nothing more then an awesome relationship with you, I want to go on a whole different level with you, I miss you, I miss your presence, I miss your love, I miss your arms wrapped around me, I want you to envelope me with your spirit, Father take me away with you where i can just get lost and not care what time of day it is, I just want to be surrounded by you.

Lord this world needs an ultimate revival and your holy fire come down, God I want to spread it, I want to see the whole world ignited on an all consuming Fire and it never die down, Lord i just want to stand in the middle and never escape it, I want to breathe it in, I want it to consume my heart and spirit, I want my whole core of my being to be set on fire and i don't ever want it to die down.

You are always there leading me and holding my hand, you have never left me, I am starting to lean and trust in you and I know that you are the one who holds everything together for my good, and you have always been there and your always holding me up... God where would i be with out you.. I am never afraid because I know you are always there, and i Know that you have always been around for me, You have an awesome destiny and purpose for my life, Where would I be with out you.. I trust and believe that things will work out for my good.. You are in control, I love to know that i don't have to worry because you are in control of my life, You are my guidance system, So God please just lead and guide me, and give me wisdom as i am on this awesome journey!